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WELCOME To mY Place ^^ writing something here :) let me know who you are ...:) JUST SAY 'HI' ~~~
6/17/2009 一点小往事~~~~在网上找到了一些小学，初中，高中的同学。。。
有了一些小小的联系后，突然想起了那些年少时候的事情~~
突然想到了曾经那些自以为是‘爱情’的青春萌动~~
突然打翻了以前的一些看法~~~
也许，曾经的那些人中有适合自己的~WHO KNOWS ^^
心~小小的动了一下~~~
然后。。告诉自己~~ 考试先 FINAL COMES IN 3 DAYS ~~~
WELL, MAYBE YOU ARE THE ONE ~~ HEHE
HAPPY EVENING ~ NIGHTLY NIGHT <3 5/22/2009 YESTERDAY ONCE MORE ...昨日重现的一些琐事随笔。第一次在蒙特利尔过夏天，原来这里并没有想象中那么热。。
天阴阴的。。似乎很少有放晴的时候，让我想起了伦敦的天气。。
一直想去的国家，英国。从下就喜欢那里的英伦风。
还有伦敦那种忧郁的气质。。
躺在床上，迷迷糊糊。。。感觉很累，告诉自己，今天好好放松一下好了。
看着外面阴阴的天，细细的雨，深深的呼吸一下，今天，是一个难得的放松的日子。
暂时的放松。。。。为了自己10个月的努力。。
前几天，和朋友聊天，提到了一个很神奇的字眼：‘mature'
they said i look like a big girl now .. thinking more than before, less inmature .
挺开心的听到这些话。21岁的年龄已经不再是那种充满幻想的年龄了。
就像以前说的，那是一个。。重新开始的年龄。
呵呵~ 值得一提的是。。。法语，似乎一直没有进步。
天生的语言迟钝。。呵呵~
想起了当年学习英文的时候。。。怎一个’笨‘字了得。。呵呵~
重新温故了一步周润发的老电影《和平饭店》
喜欢，个人认为叶童是妖媚的，周润发的气质不是很多所谓新生代演员能媲美的。
更值得一提的是《感谢你用心爱着我》那首百听不厌的主题曲。
一直喜欢那些旧上海style的曲子，还有一些奥斯卡的经典歌曲。
安静的时候， 听听旧上海曲风，那种忧郁的感觉，让人在伤心中多一份欣喜。。。一份怜惜。
很喜欢。。。
怀旧。。。
是自己老了吗？呵呵~ 也许吧~
这两天，晚上失眠，3天了，每天都想起姥姥~想起那些遗憾的事情。
不知不觉的。。枕头湿了。。。
想起了考试前姥姥的鼓励，最喜欢考试之前打电话给姥姥~
永远可以听到自己欣慰的话~
曾经的一幕幕，如昨天的电影~ 虽然历历在目，但却成了永恒。。无论多经典，也没有办法重演。。。
更珍惜与家人的时候。永远不知道明天，却希望珍惜每一个一起的今天。
蒙特利尔的天。。阴的让人也忧郁起来。。。。
那细细的雨似乎触动了心底那些最薄弱的地方。。。
勾出了阳光的我心里那个多愁善感的我。。。
呵呵~ 相信自己。。JUST NEED A LITTLE FAITH ..THAN EVERYTHING WILL BE BETTER .
永远相信，下一分钟一定比这一分钟精彩。。。 1/29/2009 我..想家了...真的想家了...
好久没有这样的感觉了...一种像迷失的孩子一样无助的想家....
我累了..很难受的那种想家..哭了..
没有办法去停止那种感觉...
原来..我还是那样的脆弱...
打了电话..听了家里人的声音...没有办法的想家...
突然有一种..无法言语的无助.....一种不知道怎么去说的伤心...
一种从心理面出来的孤单..
但是..还没有迷失所谓的方向...
我是大人了...是啊...要更加独立才可以...我可以做到的...
收拾好心情..继续努力...
不管怎么样..都不可以放弃....
超超!!!加油!!!
8/24/2008 FINALLY I BACK HERE。。。FINALLY I BACK HERE.....
没有什么特殊的感觉.. 只是感觉..又一次回到了一个地方..不陌生的地方..
MONTREAL依旧是一个孤单的城市...
电影院里面的世界依旧是那么的安静...
街上的人..要么甜蜜...要么孤单...
而我的世界..依旧是那个孤单快乐的孩子..
忙碌着一些事情...享受着那份只有自己才可以理解的寂寞..
朋友似乎越来越少...
但是时间却好像越来越多...
所谓...social life...已经厌倦....
不喜欢的CLUB的喧嚣。。。
没有了以前那种对爱情的执着与着迷。。。
也没有了以前那么热闹的情绪。。。
依旧是笑。。。
却多了份小小的成熟。。
依旧是自己。。。
却多了份小小的安静。。。
我的世界。。才刚刚开始。。。
我的生活刚刚开始慢慢的改变着。。。
我的一切的一切都在慢慢酝酿着。。。。。
有着些什么。。。
好像又没有什么。。。
呵呵。。。
ITS LIFE。。。。。NOTHING SPECIAL。。。。
JUST LEARN HOW TO ENJOY。。。
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAID。。。
JUST WALK ON YOUR WAY。。。
MY OWN WAY。。
YES。。。ITS LIFE。。
7/23/2008 music is all around us ...all you need to do is listen....Music is all around us .....
All you need to do is listen.....
-------------< august rush >
When the world begin more and more bright ....
The other side of the world become more and more dark....
Thats the rule of this world ....
Seems very long time didnt update my blog...
So wirte something here :)
Just for my heart and my mood....
Also...for the people who look what i am saying here...
Have been china around 3 months...
Just one word can decribe verything here : PERFECT
Here is my happy life , in my home . Real home ...
Spending time with my parents is the most happy thing in my world..
Than have some alone time like now...
I found that home is the warmest place for me , not only my body ...
Also my heart..
I love my mum , i love my dad .
Yes , i did , i do , i will...
All the love form my family around me .
Love is love , no the other word can instead love...
My home here is really really really nice . Bright ..happy ...
Seems that i smile more in china than montreal.
30days later i will back montreal..
Althrough i do really dont wanna back .
But i have to ...
Becasue there has my study , my future...
I will be the better than before..
Would be the best ....
Begin to step my dreams.
Only a small beginning :)
But still a good effort :)
Yes... I do ...here i am ...
No more forever...because i dont know when is ' forever'
So i say every moment ...
I love you , my parents , every moment in my life .. I love you !
Yichao ^_^ 4/30/2008 宿醉。。。酒醒了。。。
心情很好，明天晚上7点的飞机。。
终于到了归家的时候。。心情很好：）
似乎还有点头晕晕的感觉。但是似乎归家的心情胜过了所有的一切。。
好像说了很多奇怪的话今天。。。
但是。。希望没有很大的影响：）
但是心里没有隐藏的东西。会很舒服的：）
知道很多东西。。。说不清是幻觉还是什么。。
慢慢去想吧。。实践可以见证一切（某人今天说的名言）
就是这样吧。。。喵喵在可爱的和那只乌龟相依为命。。。
呵呵~觉觉了。。。今天会是很忙的一天。。 4/28/2008 ......................................................................................
睡不着觉。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
不知道说过：冷静冷静再冷静！！！！！！！！！
就是这样。。。。 4/24/2008 no topic.......hey , when you open the eyes ...who is your first person enter your heart ?
no matter what you are thinking about this person .but i am sure he or she must be very important to you !!!!!
talk with a friend the whole night until the sunshine coming ....
we both never thought we can talk so much :) but we did ..
i think i have a new good friend now :) love his songs from the cellphone..
my world is really amazing ~ full of surprises ...
i love surprises and risk ....
also enjoy the moment of peace.
now , at my friend's home with her dog ...miaomiao
a dog who is easy to be sad ......
开心的情绪越来越强烈。。。
因为归家的日子越来越近。
当黑暗降临的时候。我知道。新的一天就要来了。。。
黑暗，新的一天的开始。
似乎心有点散散的。。想回家的心，为我的生活添了动力。同时也小小的搅乱了我的生活。
呵呵~
很奇怪的现象。。。不再check facebook at the frist time that i recieve the email...
好像是有点厌倦了上面那种social 的社交。。
只是表面上的东西。。感觉不到心理的任何事情。。。
喜欢真正用心的交流。。。
A SURPRISE.....
world is really amazing .............me and Jian has the same friend in china !!!!
and we live very near in china ..from when we were child...
now i know ..maybe this world is not that big like i think :)
same people same place ...
yeah..world is not big like that ..the bigger is heart ....
i am happy to have a new friend from my city
when i know people from my cith i feel really familied..
maybe just the frist time we know each other ,but feel like old friend.....
happy to know all my firends..hope you also enjoy the time with me :)
yeah..you must !!!!!:P
a little sleepy ...
maybe go for a nap :P
4/15/2008 这个就是我。。今天难得休息的一天,在房间里呆了一整天,懒懒的...
突然翻出很多回忆.有很近的...也有一些是过去了就不会回来的..
原来..我是个很幸福的孩子..
其实总是说怕寂寞的我,好像其实会去享受一个人的时候..
静静的..可以想很多事情...很享受现在的自己...
会为了一个目标而努力的自己...
其实这个才是真的我吧...
虽然..偶尔也会迷失
喜欢看电影..其实很喜欢一个人看电影..
原本并不喜欢..
但是习惯后..才知道其实那样蛮好的...
一个人买东西,一个人吃饭,一个人运动.一个人学习..
转移了地方...
很少去那'第二个杯子'呵呵~
喜欢上了starbucks.喜欢那里的绿茶拿铁。。。
静静的。。在那里看书。。或者写写东西。。。
似乎那里有属于自己的感觉。。。
也许这就是生活。。。
在这里的生活。。不是寂寞。。不是孤单。。而是成长。。
话变少了。。没有了以前‘滔滔不绝’
发呆的时间长了。。享受那美好的白日梦时间。。
精力集中了。。学习的时候知道努力。。。
体重减少了。。因为知道年轻要去表达的。。
慢慢的，学会什么叫做。。。淡然。。
是的。。。但一切淡下来。。并不代表那是结束。。
而是慢慢酝酿中的开始。。。
但是有些淡然。。。却变成了永久的回忆。。。
而我则选择封存。。
也许。。以后的某个时间。。
开启他们的时候。。会发现原来青春真的是无敌。。。
原来年少轻狂时可以做很多疯狂的事情。。。
原来。。我的青春 是那样的特别。。
我是特别的。。。
这个应该是毋需置疑的。。。
所以。。欢迎进入我的生活。。。
是的。。你们的存在会带给我精彩。。
同时 。我也会为你的青春画上绚丽的色彩。。
这个就是我。。。
WELCOME TO MY WORLD。。。。。
4/9/2008 life is wonderful . more wonderful than you thinkhi everyone :)
just say 'HELLO' to every one who visited my space :)
thx for youe suppoort :)
i am good now :) better than before :) so dont worry about me ....
now i am in the library , study study study .....
study for my finals ...work hard on the school ...its a good sign for me :)
seems that i begin to be a good student :P
um...another happy thing is GYM seems very work on me :)
so very happy :)
23days later i will be at home ..i am so happy about it :)
so just keep going on my study and gym...
than time will be passes very fast :)
today , when i were in the bus ..i found on thing ...
seems everything didnt change ...meet the same person that i met in the bus about one year before .
hehe ~ thats makes me feel just a little happy ...
no reasons ,just wanna smile ..
some things can back to the zero point ....but some things cannot ...
yesterday i went to the cinma to watch a movie named < 21>
its a good movie i think , i love it ....
the same time , i feel that maybe life can be more wonderful than i think
just need a chance...so just try my best to be myself everyday ...
dont loss any chance which near me ..thats my goal :)
i can feel that i will have a wonderful life more than i think ..
so just keep going on it
life is wonderful ....maybe more wonderful than everyone think :)
get out of the sorrow ...
begin a real new life ...i will ....nah....its not 'will'
it is what i am doing now ...just it already begin :)
yichao 4/5/2008 get out of the sorrowlots of things happened last month ~~~~
now everything is passed ......
what i can do is just get out of the sorrow .......
for my ex -boyfriend...i am already ok now .
almost forget evrything mistake feeling about him
i think , my heart become more and more strong in love
dont need to care the things which was passed ..
just remember the sweet memory
its already enough :)
i think i am back to be a happy girl in the future love ...
for my grandmother ....
i dont know...just try my best to let my mum feel better
just remember her all the time...
like KP said ...she didnt leave me ...she with me all the time
and Gab can help me to feel her ....
so ...i think she will come to my dream soon...
i loved her , i love her , i will love her .....
i believed she standed in a place in the heaven to see us ....
she will know i will let her proud of me forever :)
27days left
i will back my home .....
happy to passes the days like that ...
becasue i have a hope in my heart
i will be happy and excited to waiting for that day coming
life is like that ...now i feel peacful....
never feel peacful like that ....just feel everything is in a normal cycle now
get out of the sorrow ....
back to the rainbow life soon ...
yes i will :)
becasue i am yichao , not a weak person ...
i will let you proud of me ,my family ....i know you already do it
but i am sure i will never let you dispoint me forever ....
my family is my real love ...yes...becasue they love me foreve as i do
4/2/2008 姥姥,我爱你...昨天是姥姥的生日..想说好多祝福的话,只是不知道你是否可以听见...
姥姥,生日快乐....
想说: 福如东海,寿比南山...但是却没有了那样的机会...
很难过...去年的这个时候..忘记打电话给你...
以为今年还有同样的机会..并不知道..原来..那是最后一次...
姥姥,对不起...我是爱你的...
常常会想起我们一起的片断...想起所有一起的事情...
为什么不给我一次说爱你的机会....
真的希望所有的一切.都只是一场梦...
梦醒了...一切就都已复原...
无法相信,你已经离开..
好多好多事情还没有一起去做..
好多好多的话 ,
还没有对你说...
对不起姥姥.......
在可以的时候,并没有尽最大的可能去好好的照顾你
还有30天,我就到家了...
希望你还可以笑着对我说: 超超,回来了........
happy birthday grandmother...yesterday in china is my grandmother's birthday ...
just wanna say happy brithday !!!!
sorry for last year...forget to say happy birthday to you ....becasue i do really dont know that day is last chance to
say 'happy brithday to you '
how are you ? are you looking at me now ?
just hope you can heard that what i said to you ......
i love you ...forever....
happy brithday again !!~~~ 3/31/2008 fly away.....my grandmother was gone 4 days.......
people said : when people dead..their soul can stay in the world 49 days....
just wish she can come and see me ...come to my dream...
didnt have chance to stay with her before she left.....
didnt have chance to take care her again....
didnt have chance to hug her ...
didnt have chance to tell her how much i love her ...how much i miss her...
didnt have chance to cook for her...
didnt have chance to sing to her...
didnt have chance to kiss her...
didnt have chance.......
just hope this was a dream....but i know ....its turth.....
wanna see her again...but after today....
nobody can see her face again......
tomorrow is her birthday.....dont have chance to say happy birthday to her .......
so stupid...i forget her birthday last year.....
yes.....i dont have any chance to do anything......
I love her....she cannot wait for me to see me.....
its not becasue she dont wanna , its because she cannot.....
she choose this time to leave.....
she left.....leave me lots of memory .....
just dream , one day she can come back...
and talk with me ....tell me the things about her life...
i hope she is in a good place now....dont feel lonely ....
can still happy ....
i will be strong ... will try my best to do everything ....
will let you proud of me.....
i know you already do it !!!!
i will not dispointed you ...
you love my smile...you said that i am always happy ....
i am smiling now...can you see it ?
i become more and more brave....
you fly away....i dont know ..you can back or not....
you like icecream.....you like fruit....
you like everything i cook...although its not good....
before you leave ,, you repeat my name again and again ...
you miss me so much....but i cannot back......
people said that when people dead...they will become a star...
i know you will be the most bright star in the sky.......
i know ....you will.....
just wanna say again ...i love you ...and miss you... 3/25/2008 随便更新一下...:P看起来好像是更新的过于勤快:)
不过 在心情奇怪的时候就是喜欢写写奇怪的东西....
刚刚看到一个人日志: 这个世界上 除了妈妈没有什么值得留恋的了..
呵呵 颇有同感,但是....仔细想想,世界上好像还有很多东西可以留恋一下 :)
这个世界上,爱情很重要,但是..好像还有很多东西需要去发现和珍惜...
我爱这个世界上的所有美好...我爱这个世界上所有爱我的人..还有所有爱我的小动物:P
会努力的越过所有的障碍..会努力的越过所有的不开心..会努力的成为一个站在彩虹下面快乐的小熊猫:)
我的世界不可以由别人来主宰..我的世界..要由我来规划...
日子其实过的很快...时间其实慢慢的流逝....其实慢慢的..我也在一次次的经历中成长
这就是我所谓的人生....
简单的其实也不简单..复杂的其实有时也很简单...
我是什么样的人?也许只有我自己才明白...
也许是当局者迷...
也许你明白我..呵呵:)
去学习了:) 加油!!!!FINAL !!!!!!!!!!!!1
gogo 加油!!!!! 3/10/2008 changei love night ......
love sky ,love sea ,love snow
love all the beautiful things in this world
i think
every one has the same thinking as me
no one dont wanna love the beautiful in this world
no wanna dont wanna own it
BUT ~
i think only a few people know where is the beautiful
the most beautiful is heart
nothing will more pure than a baby;s heart
but i dont know why people often destory this pure
change change change
is a way to grow up ?
or maybe its a way to be stupid ...
wanna have a pure heart ,,
hope its still in my body ... 2/28/2008 winter panda with her smiling live under the rainbowsometimes ...
i found my life is really amazing ~~~like a fairy tale~~~~
it has risk , has happiness, has sadness, has lots of surprise ....
i forget who said that every person has its own story ..
yes , some person found that their life is boring ..
i think its becasue they didnt pay attion on their lives
for me , i do really enjoy my amazing life
wanna write something about my special person
for me ,i dont know who is my Mr. right
but i think if he comes
i can feel him
he must give me a special feeling ,i guess
um.. maybe he is around me now
who knows ..
i hope
if he is here , he can feel me
and find me
maybe i will find him first
hehe ~~~~~~life is full of surprise .....
every one has his different way to live
for me , i choose my way full of smiling
keep smiling .....
its my way to live
yes ......hehe ~ winter panda with her smiling live under the rainbow
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2/25/2008 stawberry girl :)has strawberry mood !!!a new week is coming ~~~~~~~
my spring break is ended ........
i found this week is really complicated ...some good things happened , some sadness....
but i perfer to remember all the happiness :)
becaue i have new friends this week :) a sweet person :)
hehe ~~~~very happy to have new friend :)
about the sadness :) i decide to forget it ;)
like I am always happy :) like a winter panda :)
keep smiling is my goal :)
be a real happy panda is a littel dream :P
um......hope next week is a new week :) actually it is :)
so new week will be better than before :)
for sure about IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2/22/2008 hello MR strangerhello ~~~~~stranger !!!!!!
snow came here again ....so happy with it :)
recently , meet lots of new people .....
its good for me . i hope ........
yeah ...maybe just wanna come here to say :HELLO STRANGER !!!!!!!
yes .....JUST SAY HI ~~~~ 2/15/2008 XOXO呵呵~ 情人节昨天过去了。。
恩。。。第一个很奇怪的情人节吧。但是心情还是很好的呢：）
今天碰到了KARIM 恩。头发变得卷卷的，还是很可爱的人：）
很久没有说话了。所以心情还是好不错。。
每天晚上有两个固定会打来的电话。每一个聊很久：）英文水平在慢慢的加油中！！！
哈哈~~
SPRING BREAK 开始了：）
心情还是很好。只是有点点空虚吧 。。还没有想好要做什么。。决定去GYM 吧 ！！！
日子一天天过的还是蛮快点。。08年都要过去2个月了~··
不知道以后会发生什么事情。。只是希望。一切都好就OK了！！！！
爱情好像在以一种恐怖的状态走下去。。。
恩。。。恐怖的我只想逃跑。。。。
貌似全世界的人。都在恋爱。。包括那个自命‘天才’的小朋友。。。。
大概这个季节很适合恋爱吧~~~
小熊猫好像又饿了。。。小蜗牛2号的生长发育也还算正常！！！！！
JAJA HAPPY SPRING BREAK ！！！！！！！
HAPPY EVERY MOMENT ！！！！！！！！！！！！
XOXO 2/7/2008 a girl who loves smiling named sonianew year is coming ..i wanna be a good student this year !!!!!!!
lots of dreams this year ~ hope every dream will come ture
dear friends ...wish all you have a good new year and happy life
a lot of things to do , but still homesick ....miss all familiy in china ...
love all the person who is around me ..
2007 was passed ..many things happened in that year . but now found everything is ok ~
no matter is sadness or happiness ...they have already passed ..
what i should do now is look the future ..
still believe everything will be ok ...
still believe tomorrow will be better than today ....
i am still here .....a gril who loves smiling named sonia :)
yes that i am ....still here ... add oil for the future ...add oil for everything that i wanna have !!!!!
hope beautiful and bright life ....
1/31/2008 隨筆~中的生活~剛剛回到家裏..在seond cup 裏面努力的面對我的comm212 !!
呵呵~回到家裏。不知道爲什麽。現在的我。變得異常平靜。。
感覺心裏好像什麽也沒有一樣。沒有開心。沒有悲傷。好像喜歡的早上的海一樣。。
平靜的自己走不知道爲什麽呢。
但是很喜歡這樣的平靜~~一種很舒服的感覺
其實慢慢的真的覺得 晚上的一切都是美好的平靜的
所有的瘋狂的背後都有一份淡淡的平靜。。。
一切的生活都在漫漫的走上我所想要的軌道。。。
其實也沒有什麽軌道。。只不過是 慢慢的走向自己想要的
要過年了。。想傢的情緒好像慢慢的冒了出來。。
今年的春節，是第二個自己過得年了。。
這裡的中國人都是怎麽樣過年的呢？我都不知道的。。
至於我呢。只想好好的看場電影。。開心的過那個傳統的日子。。。
時間還是好快的走過。。2月份來了。。
是啊。好想夏天的時候順利的回家。看看親愛的的爸爸媽媽~
擡頭看看自己的小窩。。好熟悉。。原來這裡其實也算是我的傢了吧。。
好像能想起的一切都已經很遠的走過。。。
一天天慢慢長大的我。。其實也是真的在不知不覺中。。勇敢的走出了很多步
睡覺不用開燈。可以自己做些東西吃。可以慢慢的學會控制情緒。
開始用工的學習。恩。所有的一切都在漫漫的改變著我。
也許這就是所謂的 年齡的變化的作用呢~
就是這樣吧~
該睡覺了。。晚安~~ 1/29/2008 难受感冒----------------发烧------------------------严重了-------------------难受-----------------------------要挂了..... 1/25/2008 成功的完成第一次演讲：）今天做了第一个演讲..感觉还算是成功:)
心情还是不错的:)
感觉最近都还蛮开心...希望可以继续保持!!!!!好好加油:)
还有3个月就可以回国了!!!!!想想就感觉有了好大的动力!!!
所以这学期一定要完美的度过!!!
最近好喜欢沙拉!!!感觉做完了吃起来很有成就感的~~~
呵呵~今年应该是开心的一年!!!!!~~~~~~~~
超超 加油!!!!!!
^^ 1/22/2008 水晶球的爱情水晶球音乐盒..我的最爱 :)
玻璃里面的奇幻世界,是我最真的梦想...
音乐响起的时候.会下雪..会有一种很美好的幸福的感觉...
爱情就像是这种音乐盒...
玻璃里面是一份美好的世界..
当玻璃破碎时候...所有的美好都会随之化成泡沫.....
但是.如果记住那份美好.亦是一份难得的幸福..
宁愿忘记所有的欺骗.宁愿忘记所有的痛苦...
只是为了玻璃里面那份 虚幻....
当音乐响起.....随着音符的跳动..一切的美好都随之舞动.....
当然....也包含了那份虚幻的幸福.....
谢谢你给的美好回忆...我会永远相信..那个时候..你说的一切都是真的... |
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